music.

"Music is the greater unit. An incredible force. Something that people who differ on everything and anything else can have in common." _ Just Listen - Sarah Dessen.

everyone has different taste in music, and music means different things to different people. some people listen for the beat, others for the lyrics. and no ones opinions or feelings about music are wrong.

to me, music is everything. its the only thing i can always depend on. it will always be there even when everyone has gone. music wont leave me, and its never out of reach. theres different music for every mood i could ever possibly have. and when there isnt, silence is the music to my ears. theres always a song going through my head or coming out of my mouth; my life is a soundtrack, just waiting for someone to listen in.

music just gives me a feeling, hope maybe, that there is someone who understands and can put what i feel into words. my friends might not ever understand my connection to music, and thats just fine. its the closest relationship i have, and it always will be.

"Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from Heaven to the soul." - unknown.

the three.

there are three people in this world that i would give my life for in a heartbeat. they mean everything to me and always will.

1. Erin Sipsy. she is wild, she's crazy, but she's caring and sweet. she's the strongest person i know. she is my solid rock on which i stand. she holds me up and i keep her head from staying in the clouds for too long. its been over a year. and still going strong. she is my bestfriend.

2. Kyle Burt. we may have been the oddest of friends. but he was closer to me than anyone else and i wouldnt have had it any other way. i honestly could not and would not have survived the whole school thing without him.

3. Nicholas Andrew Padilla. i love him. he is there for me through thick and thin. i can always count on him. he knows me better than anyone in the world. i want him to be right beside me for the rest of my life.

i am..

i am unlike anyone.

i am different.

i am strong, yet i have my weaknesses.

i am faithful, yet i also doubt.

i am loving, caring.

i am unique.

i am fearless, yet i am afraid.

i am sure, yet indecisive.

i am intelligent.

i am dedicated.

i am ordinary, yet i am remarkable.

i am enjoyable, yet unsatisfying.

i am a daughter.

i am a sister.

i am a friend.

i. am. me.